Quando la pera è matura, casca da sè.

i'm a dumb lover not a blind lover

2009-10-12T04:57:00.000-07:00

I'm dumb yes I am..
But not blind at all..
I love the one I love so much, more than you know..
But my love isn't blind..

heyy beautiess!!!

2009-09-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

hay hayy all.. :)

Haven't blogging for α few weeks..
This 10days I being left by my bf :(
He go to turkey, and left me here in medan,ihiks..
But finally α few days again he will be home.. Hehe..

For this α few weeks I spend my weekend with my midnite girlfriend lilo.. Hahah..
Guess who is she?! Yeap amena antoniues (skinniest girl alife,lol) .. She really gonna be angry if she read this..
Fyi, My another personel of midnite chat is going aboard to sg (the hilton's).. You know who you are..
Hahaha... But she back today, and she already ‎✉ me..
Ooo I ♥ my girls so much more then they know, I don't know how can I life without them (seriously)...
So tonight in the middle of silent night I blogging with my ..
Because it's already more then 1am now..

tommorow I plan to call α yoga place near my bf house (in front my bf house actually) ha..
Mena attracted to yoga class, so it sound interesting for me too..
So my be we will take α class together.. (I hope I got more shape from there)
Anyway to day α lot of eartquake appear.. Shocking, but I didn't feel it..
at first my mom say she feel it, but I don't feel any, then α few hours later tv showing the news about the eatquake if I'm not mistaken it's a about 7,6..
Is that α big eartquake?

Ok now it's a time to finished today blog, g2g now guyss...
I hope I will updates asap..

Ps for bla bla bla: " i better being hated because who I am, then loved for who I am not" :)
It human rights to commenting people and dislike other people, but I'm happy bout myself..
And nobody can change that.

Love you all beauties ♡,
Gracia..
Muahh..

Secret is always used to hide badthings, nobody hide goodthings..

2009-09-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

Agree with me guys?

yeah yeahh...
ini berlaku bued gw jg...
Jd nih ceritanya ttg pemikiran gw baru2 ini...

Ada org blg ngaq lah ini bukan apa2, ngaq ada apa2, kyk rahasia2an..
Kalo mmg ngaq ada apa2 kenapa mesti rahasia2an ,bener kan?

Dan pastinya 99% gw yakin, rahasia itu selalu menjurus kpd hal yg ngaq bagus...
Rahasia identik sama bohong...
Karna gw tau kalo hal baek, hal bagus, hal keren2.. Pasti deh ngaq mgkn org2 rahasiaan...
Rahasia itu adalah nyembunyiin sesuatu yg tercela, sesuatu yg buruk, aib ato de el el..

Gw ngaq munaknik.. Ini berlaku jg bued gw..
Kalo gw bangga akan sesuatu, sesuatu yg baek atau hebad terjadi dalam hidup, ngaq mgkn kt rahasiaan..
Malahan ada tipe2 org yg bakal gembor sana sini..
Nah kalo hal buruk pasti kt tutup rahasiain bahkan pake bohong utk menutupin.

Dedicated to someone inspired me today...

♥G

Every woman should have four pets in her life?!!

2009-09-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

Every women should have four pets in her life:
A mink in her closet,
A jaguar in her garage,
A tiger in her bed,
And a jackass who pays for everything.
By: PARIS HILTON

Baru ajah nih gw ngbaca quote ini, ngena banget..
And really inspiring,LOL
sejak beberapa minggu ini gw lagi hobby baca lagi novel2
Quote ini gw kutip dr novel yg baca judulnya glamgirls (buku yg sangat2 gw rekomen elo2 baca)
Krn setiep chapternya dia ngasih kt quote2 yg keren banget,
Ngaq nyesel deh cerita2nya jg menarik banget, segerrr...

And anyway, one more I wanna share..
Just now I'm thinking about FRIEND..
Hmm complicated..
Kadang saat diperluin malah bukan yg itu yg muncul,
Kadang pengen dicurhatin eh yg itu nerimanya kyk kurang ngerespek..
Yah mgkn kadang cerita2 org curhat agak bosenin tapi
Whatever people tell you somethings please pay attention..
Especially your friend..:)
That's the new thing I learned this few months..
And I'll do the best to become a good listener too, so others will not feel sad when telling story to me..
Even it's just a little funny things but it's important
Itu tuh kadang yg jarang kt perhatiin (termasuk gw) hehe...

♡,
GRACIA

accepting the white flag

2009-08-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

Eng ing eng..

Uda pada baca kan cerita sebelumnya nah hari ini tu si itu tuhh..
Msg me and giving me the white flag..
Meskipun si itu masi ngaq mudeng mksdku,
Kublas dengan sehalus mgkn apa mksdku sebenernya,
Bukannya jealous2an BUT sksd2an topicnya..
Tp berhubung si itu ini uda ada etikat baeq,
Pake msg2 aku gt...
Y udah aku jg memberikan etikat baeq. Semaximal yg aku bs,
Walaupun gw beneran nahan berat bued ngaq nyolod, hehe
But after all I said that berhubung ada etikat baek gw anggap ni ngaq pernah ada..

Ooups she reply me again..
Wait wait.. Readinggg..

She said thank you for my understanding (hmm hmm)
She know what I mean and bla bla bla..

Hhmmmmmmmmmppphh...
anyway I accepting the with flag she gave me..
Not that kindda person that not accepting the word "sorry"... :)

hebohnyya..

2009-08-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

Haye all,

Cerita-cerita nih...
Baru2 ini ada 1 anaq sksd mulu ke tempet cow gw..
Yah gw tanya lah yah cow gw, kenal kagak ma ni seiprit
Ktnya jg ngaq kenal (nah lo)..
Terus tuch ada lg temen gw jg kena gt di tempet cownya, si SKSD ini masi org yg sama..
(Demi rasa tenggang rasa yg berlebih enggaq gw cantumkan namasi SKSD)
Trus lama kelamaan, kan dicuekin mulu tuh ma cow gw..
lgsg gw skak pas dia ngomong intinya mksdnya jgn suka SKSD..
Hahaha.. Malu deh tu org pastii..
Terus nih eh si tuyul ini nyari masalah pikirnya gw jealous... OMG..
Merasa temen katanya?
Padahal sama sekali ngaq sikenel.. Perasaan gw pikir dia mau ngerebut cow gw..
Mgkn da kata2 pelarian kali yah krn kalah malu diblg SKSD.. Haha
Malu yahhh tuyul? Sorry deh for my rudeness..

(Tertawa dengan penuh sindirann)...
♥ , GRACIA

REUNI? kapan?

2009-06-11T01:21:00.000-07:00

hari ini.. libur libur lagiy...
and of course i'm happy...
anyway.. long time no see! ;)
bulan lalu gw ngerayain ultahh pass 22th may..
with my bf.. just 2 of us..
nunggu sampe tepat jem 12 malem "teng" trus dia ngucepin happy b'day (jd org yg pertama)..
dan dia seneng karana jd yg pertama.. hahaha...
trus makasi bgt buet temen2 yg pada uda ngucepin..
seneng bgt pada inget sama ultah kuw..
especially yg ngasi2 kado pdhl ngaq diteraktir.. hehe..
nanti taun depen de yahh kuteraktir.. haha

dan pastinya dimna ada kesenangan ada juga yg sedi2 niy...
ada beberapa target yg ngaq nyampe bulan lalu ampe sekarangg...
trus janji2 yg blum sempet ditepatin juga bykk..
hehe...
anyway kangen de sama byk org..
da lama pada pisa2..
kapan yah bisa reunian???
mosa2 bisa ASAP reunian...

to be continued...

today is great hope tomorrow is best!

2009-04-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

here me saturday night sitting in front my pc..
kepala kosong bgt bahkan ngaq tau apa yg mau diceritain..
fuih!

hmm..

let see..

pertama2.. o yes HE♥ (my BF) got his dreamcar *akhirnya... then i'm feel happy for him (*of course) cause i can ride it too.. LOL.. XP
then today bangun pagi2 , siang2 tepatnya terus mandi dandan and doing all the stuff trus nunggu dijemput sama si dia.. trus dijemput sebelum jem 5 gitu,nah setlah itu all day with him.. hehe... seneng.. :) dan setelah itu malemnya dengan perut yg sudah keroncongan luar biasa akhirnya makan pecel lele! (*so YUMMY) then pulang de.. just a short story tapi all day so far is pretty good..
oo iya siangnya masi sempet ngajarin my lil bro buet ngebuat balon dr permen karet dan akhirnya berhasil.. i'm a good teacher right?? haha...

and 1 lagiy i found new nick name, AQUENE yg artinya peace.. aku ketemuin tuch dr situs nama2 bintang...
nickname aku sebelumnya tu namanya AZALEA but setelah sekali lagiy aku liet artinya tu fragile passion,jd pas ngelied2 kyknya AQUENE ini nyangkut bgt dihati! gitu de ceritanya.. :))

TODAY IS GREAT
HOPE TOMMOROW IS BEST

loves,gracia

jiaw-jiaw VS buteT

2009-04-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

lazy tuesday..
haiss...
hari ini kuliah lagi kuliah lagiy..
ketemu sama yg namanya Mr.JIAW a.k.a Mr.jiaw jiaw itu de kira2 sebutannya dr kita2..
show off abiess!!! bangga bgt dia kalo perna ketemu sama Surya Paloh.. pamer2in poto2 bareng gitu kasi org sekelas...
Y ampunn...!! then buet kelas dia yg leadership ini kita disuruh buet nyari org yg kita rasa jd leader nah berhubung temen 1 kelompok gw (1 kelompok 2 org) si angelin tu ada sodaraan jaoh gitu sama si Kwik Sam HO akhirnya itu de org yg bakal kita interview plus admire buet tugas kita.. hehe..
dan mampusnya si jiaw" lgsg pamer potonya lagiy sumpah pas gw lied dia ngeluarin hapenya yg notabene blackberry(skalian mau pamer kali ye?) itu gw pikir dia mau telp si Kwik Sam HO.. sok sok kenel gitu juga.. haha..
ternyata malah pamerin potonya... LOL..

Setelah itu langsung nyambung ke cerita si BENK a.k.a angelin dia pelihara hamster namanya BUTET.. nah nasib si BUTET ini malang bgt di bunuh dgn cara digigit lehernya oleh pasangannya sendiri... kanibal bgt kan! poor butet..!
bukan temen makan temen tapi suami makan istri.. gimna yah perasaannya itu waktu digigit idup2 oleh pasangannya sendiri?? NGERI BUANGET!
dan kenapa pasangan si BUTET ngebunuh dia??
misteri misteri..

good luck come,bad luck go awayy!!

2009-02-06T00:01:00.000-08:00

hola friends!

today mata ku nyut2an sebelah kanan bawah..
i'm so scare what will happen
because usually people said that if you feel like that ,bad thing will happen or you will cry!
ohh it's so bothering me today..
i don't want bad thing happen today..
to much bad things already happen,please not again.. haiss..

i hope it's really just a myth!!

please good luck come,bad luck go awayyy!!!!!

what i want

2009-02-02T20:51:00.000-08:00

please don't messing me with trouble again..
gw juga cuman mau jadi orang baek2 dan hidup baek2...
gw ngaq ganggu loe & loe juga gw harap jgn ganggu gw..
i don't like trouble..
apalagi if talk about parents..
it's very hurt my feeling when i hear a people like you said that..
in front of me you say you love me like we are family but in my back you say i'm not good..
just want to let you know my feeling..
thankyou

I'M BACK

2009-02-02T20:24:00.000-08:00

dear friend,
akhirnya i'm back again..
balik semalem.. trus bad things & good things happen in my vacation..
yg pertama yg bad dulu...

I LOST MY PHONE!!

lost all of the contact list..
jadi friends, bakalan ada new number,trus contact me please so i can know your number..
and then good things is I'm very happie there in my vacation,even though i lost my phone..
a lot of things i see there.. the beach the lake and all of it...! & of course shopping!! lol

jd pengen pulang tapi ngaq pengen pulang..
apalgi kalo pulang ke medan bakalan ada iblis2 berkeliaran.. huh..
i must prepare again since i back!
hope every days is a happy days here in Medan..
GOD BLESS ME & YOU!!

GTG,will back soon with another stories..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

2009-01-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

hi FRIENDS!
i hope is not to late to say HAPPY NEW YEAR'S
a big HUG & KISS from me!!
wishing you have a fabulous life in this year..
hip hip hurray!!

i hav a very happy night with my bf and my friends in new year's eve..
we celebrating our new year's eve in Grand SwissBell Hotel..
but before that me and all my bf family having dinner in benteng..
i want to put the pict here but i don't know why can't.. so mybe next time i'll put it..

and for today,
7th january 2009
wednesday..
i don't have any class today so all day i'm so boring at home.. fiuh..
donnu what to do,there's nothing to do at home..
and because of that, the only thing i did is just eat eat and eat..
OMG if everyday like this mybe after a year i'll returns to be an elephant!!!

and for now i really really need a DIET program..
is some of you have a success DIET PROGRAM please tell me ASAP..
because i really really need it..!
thanks anyway.. ***

tommy b'day eve

2008-12-30T00:33:00.000-08:00

today is tommy b'day eve..
and we'll go to eat and treat some close friend...
i already reserve a place in oflaherty's.. ass tommy ask me to..
and we'll go at 9.30 pm..

& today:
my hearth is still complicated,
i dunno what i must to do..
this or that.. i really don't know what i must to do..
ohh holly God.. please show me the way...
i'm too tired to hav a heartbroken again.. huh..

i hope everythings gonna be alright

MERRY CHRISMAST

2008-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:00

hi everyone..!
all i want to say is

MERRY CHRISMAST

Santa's comin *REALLY!
and i'm here waiting for HIM
I LOVE CHRISMAST
I LOVE DECEMBER
I LOVE SANTA!!

may GOD bless all of you..
and make next year a more beautiful year!!

love...GRACIA

funny little stories

2008-12-19T09:25:00.000-08:00

hi hi friends!!
just now i answer the question in bulbo &
i consider that my first love name is the same with my last love(*i hope)...
so now i tell you guys about my first love..
it's the story when i was a little girl mybe it's 10 years ago or mybe more.. haha..
i'm falling in love with the power ranger that colour white..

(*don't laughing i'm just a little kid when that happen)

and his name is tommy.. lol..
and then just now i consider that his name & my beloved boyfriend now is same..
i't so funny remmembering how can i love him,*ROLF..
but for sure it's just a silly little girl monkey love..
for now i love my bf so much,more then he know...

HAHAHA..

i love DECEMBER!

2008-12-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

december december..
santa is coming..
my baby b'day is coming..
december always full of joy.. so i love it..
so much!!

today,
i go to my college and enter one class
then i go to sun plaza because my friend (*mena) is freaking out about something
so we need to talk..
and the story is about
something quit big is happen and it's so so complicated..
i'm so confuse about this thing..
this about people that doin' a mistake that she/he already know that she/he musn't do it! so silly falling in the same hole in the second times.

i hope this all will finish ASAP

my blog newest face..

2008-12-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

YELLOW
why yellow?
this the answer
i love yellow so much..
the 1st of my fav. colours is yellow...
so i use it,then i like the colour that result by yellow+black..
nah.. then this is the result..
taaadaaaa....

but peoples said that peoples that like yellow is jealousy person..
and i'm sure 'bout it.. (*lol)

because

i'm kindda a jealousy person,i don't know why..
but what i know is just i want to protecting and defending what is MINE..
i don't like people steal and rile (*willfully or not) "things" that belong to me...
especially THE ONE I LOVED..

SO for somegirls or everyone out there.. go away,go far far away from me...
i don't like wars,but if i used too ,I will beibeh..!!!

♥ peace *G

OUTTA MY HEAD!

2008-12-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

why?
why..?
why...?

sometimes i think X is a good person but sometime i think X is a bad bad bad person..
but more a lot of my times think that X is BAD..
hmm..
why i feel like that?
it's so confusing myself..
what should i do?
after years pass by,it's really become more complicated! (*so much)

what?
what..?
what...?

which one is the real you X?? please stop bothering me..!!!

STOP STOP STOP

together, kita pasti bisa kurus *C!

2008-12-01T08:30:00.000-08:00

by request, the newest story now!!

hmm..
start from....

yesterday :
sunday sunday...
going out with all my friend
sallie (cutie one,love her!)
lavenna(*yg makin gendut,jd ngaq bagi 1/2 aset mu ke mena & 1/3 buetQ?)
amena (*baju kita kembaran semua ni ngaq peliharaan ngaq yg punya.. ckckck!)
angeline (*so different now after takin college in SG)
then akhirnyaaa.. malemnya aq pergi makan barengan ma cow ku tercinta... makan sate y di MW makan di mobil sambil ntn di mobil.. seru.. i like that so much much much...! XP

today :
monday monday...
setelah ngeliet si "christo bodo" makin kurus jd kepikiran niy mau kurus lagi..
huhu.. knapa siy cew mesti kurus.. penuh dengan perjuangan banget pas kurus tapi naiknya ngaq kira2.. ckckck
christo temen seperjuangan ku semoga dirimu kurus & aq juga kurus langsing singset trus ngaq gendud2 lagi yah..
& moga2 sekurus2mya kita "aset berharga" ngaq ilang... lol.. XP

tommorow :
TO BE CONTINUE ASAP........

from deep in my hearth

2008-11-11T10:26:00.001-08:00

it's almost 2 AM here..
i hate it when the time like this so bored..
it's make me thinks about useless think that i don't want to remmember...
it make me remember 1 things from 1 girl that have little space in my life in the past..
you are a good girl.. you can be saved, mybe i'm not good enough be a good friend so I can't save you.. i still love you ass my friend,and if one day we can be friend again.. i'll feel so so happy...
you just friend with a wrong people so you be like that, i know you can change...
and if you can change a little habit you're a perfect girl..
cause you're pretty,charming,& cute... everybody will loves you and all man wanted you.. so don't need to find man,man will find you..
hope GOD BLESS YOU FRIEND!!

-from deep in my hearth-

GRACIA

2008-11-11T10:07:00.001-08:00

do the best for your self

2008-11-11T09:47:00.000-08:00

HI..

it's been a long time i don't fill my blog..
so randomly i filling blog.. hehe..
today i go to Cambridge then find out that Haagen daze already open and i try it with Angelin..
i like the strawberry tea so much..
the smell is so good!!

and just now i heard

X hav a girlfriend that cheated on him..

i really feel sorry for him but i don't know how to tell him..

for now maybe i don't have anythings to prove it for you..

but from deep in my heart i feel so bad for you..

after all before things we still friend, i still know you as my friend so don't worry..

i can't judge you for that problem it's not your fault..

but now i want you to know "do the best for your best,for your own self.."

she even not worthed to get any of your love...

and 1 more for my lovely Christie.. don't cry bodo..!
you're not alone..

2008-10-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

Quando la pera è matura, casca da sè.

I believe things happen for a reason.

People change so that you learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right,

you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself,

& sometimes good things fall apart,

so better things can fall together....

baby i miss you badly...

2008-10-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

i smell your smell in my pillow

i smell your smell in my bolster

i smell your smell in my blanket

i smell your smell in my bed

everythings is you, you ,& you

miss you badly here... ♥G

LIFE

2008-10-01T11:16:00.000-07:00

HIDUP

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti roda

selalu berputar

kadang diatas kadang dibawah..

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti toko bunga,

ada bacaan ringan & yg berat,

tp kebanyakan org selalu lebih mencari bacaan ringan..

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti metamorfosis kupu-kupu

dari telur,ulat,lalu jadi kupu-kupu

semakin byk pelajaran yg kita tau kita akan berubah jd makin cantik

♥hidup,

hidup itu sepetti benang,

kadang lurus kadang bs juga kusut

kadang bisa diluruskan kembali tp kadang enggaq.

kadang hrs digunting/dipotong tp walau begitu bagian kusut akan tetep kusut

♥ tp bagi beberapa org,

hidup itu seperti barang pecah belah

kalau jatuh sekali lgsg pecah & ngaq kan bisa disatuin lagi, walaupun disatuin juga ngaq kan jd seperti semula lagi... karana uda retak...

BY:GRACIA

mohon maaf lahir & batin..

2008-09-30T22:59:00.000-07:00

lebaran idul fitri...
haizz..
every place is closed...
huahuhuhuh..... then cowQ juga ke bali aq jd sendirian... tp untungya ada si baboon my bestfriend.. haha.. jdnya bisa de ngumpul2,walaupun ngaq ada tujuan..
kira2 tempet apa y yg buka ari ini?

(dear christie don't go, don't leave me here..LOL)

complicated story

2008-09-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

WHY

don't know why i feel this

don't know why it must happened

don't know why the end must like this

don't know why I can't change it

don't know why the nightmare must come

don't know why every things must like this..??

why? why? why??

Ooh.. it's so complicated life and i hate it..

i hate being in the trouble, mybe if you guys read this you'll laughing to me and say everybody does..

yeah.. why we can't choose our life,why the trouble still come even when i didn't do anythings at all.. sometimes i think why life is so hard, and why some people is hav a better life then me.. it's not fear & bla bla bla...

why ,when people have everything they still want more and more..? for me sometimes i consider that more people is have harder life then me and it's right.. but i still can't get it..

there is a time when i ask GOD why i must like this why YOU can't give me the easier way.. but then people say i don't appreciated what i have now..

but for now i think everyhuman, everypeople, everyman, everywomen must be hav they own trouble of life just in different ways..

my blog..

2008-09-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

akhirnya....

blognya jd juga setela dibuet berulang-ulang tp ngaq jd2,tp sekarang jd juga...
atas bantuan dr si gendut christie (*LOL) yg jasanya besar bgt dalem pembuatan blog ini..
makasi y saii walaupun byk assigment yg gw tau loe juga males buetnya tp tetep mau bantuin gw ini utk buet blog... hehe XP

awalnya buet blog da berkali2 tp ngaq berhasil2, NIHIL kalo kata org hasilnya.. habisnya rumit buanget gila! mau ini mau itu.. puyeng aq dibuetnya rasa palak sebel akhirnya to be continue tp ngaq da continue2nya lagiy then ulang buet lg..

but now i hav it!! hip hip hurray..
but i still confused about my blog title..
so if you hav a unique or something different words tell me maybe it can help me here..
desperate thinking about the title...