tommy b'day eve

today is tommy b'day eve..
and we'll go to eat and treat some close friend...
i already reserve a place in oflaherty's.. ass tommy ask me to..
and we'll go at 9.30 pm..

& today:
my hearth is still complicated,
i dunno what i must to do..
this or that.. i really don't know what i must to do..
ohh holly God.. please show me the way...
i'm too tired to hav a heartbroken again.. huh..

i hope everythings gonna be alright

MERRY CHRISMAST

hi everyone..!
all i want to say is

MERRY CHRISMAST

Santa's comin *REALLY!
and i'm here waiting for HIM
I LOVE CHRISMAST
I LOVE DECEMBER
I LOVE SANTA!!


may GOD bless all of you..
and make next year a more beautiful year!!

love...GRACIA

funny little stories

hi hi friends!!
just now i answer the question in bulbo &
i consider that my first love name is the same with my last love(*i hope)...
so now i tell you guys about my first love..
it's the story when i was a little girl mybe it's 10 years ago or mybe more.. haha..
i'm falling in love with the power ranger that colour white..

(*don't laughing i'm just a little kid when that happen)

and his name is tommy.. lol..
and then just now i consider that his name & my beloved boyfriend now is same..
i't so funny remmembering how can i love him,*ROLF..
but for sure it's just a silly little girl monkey love..
for now i love my bf so much,more then he know...

HAHAHA..

i love DECEMBER!

december december..
santa is coming..
my baby b'day is coming..
december always full of joy.. so i love it..
so much!!

today,
i go to my college and enter one class
then i go to sun plaza because my friend (*mena) is freaking out about something
so we need to talk..
and the story is about
something quit big is happen and it's so so complicated..
i'm so confuse about this thing..
this about people that doin' a mistake that she/he already know that she/he musn't do it! so silly falling in the same hole in the second times.

i hope this all will finish ASAP

my blog newest face..

YELLOW
why yellow?
this the answer
i love yellow so much..
the 1st of my fav. colours is yellow...
so i use it,then i like the colour that result by yellow+black..
nah.. then this is the result..
taaadaaaa....

but peoples said that peoples that like yellow is jealousy person..
and i'm sure 'bout it.. (*lol)

because

i'm kindda a jealousy person,i don't know why..
but what i know is just i want to protecting and defending what is MINE..
i don't like people steal and rile (*willfully or not) "things" that belong to me...
especially THE ONE I LOVED..

SO for somegirls or everyone out there.. go away,go far far away from me...
i don't like wars,but if i used too ,I will beibeh..!!!

♥ peace *G

OUTTA MY HEAD!

why?
why..?
why...?

sometimes i think X is a good person but sometime i think X is a bad bad bad person..
but more a lot of my times think that X is BAD..
hmm..
why i feel like that?
it's so confusing myself..
what should i do?
after years pass by,it's really become more complicated! (*so much)

what?
what..?
what...?

which one is the real you X?? please stop bothering me..!!!

STOP STOP STOP

together, kita pasti bisa kurus *C!

by request, the newest story now!!

hmm..
start from....

yesterday :
sunday sunday...
going out with all my friend
sallie (cutie one,love her!)
lavenna(*yg makin gendut,jd ngaq bagi 1/2 aset mu ke mena & 1/3 buetQ?)
amena (*baju kita kembaran semua ni ngaq peliharaan ngaq yg punya.. ckckck!)
angeline (*so different now after takin college in SG)
then akhirnyaaa.. malemnya aq pergi makan barengan ma cow ku tercinta... makan sate y di MW makan di mobil sambil ntn di mobil.. seru.. i like that so much much much...! XP

today :
monday monday...
setelah ngeliet si "christo bodo" makin kurus jd kepikiran niy mau kurus lagi..
huhu.. knapa siy cew mesti kurus.. penuh dengan perjuangan banget pas kurus tapi naiknya ngaq kira2.. ckckck
christo temen seperjuangan ku semoga dirimu kurus & aq juga kurus langsing singset trus ngaq gendud2 lagi yah..
& moga2 sekurus2mya kita "aset berharga" ngaq ilang... lol.. XP

tommorow :
TO BE CONTINUE ASAP........

from deep in my hearth

it's almost 2 AM here..
i hate it when the time like this so bored..
it's make me thinks about useless think that i don't want to remmember...
it make me remember 1 things from 1 girl that have little space in my life in the past..
you are a good girl.. you can be saved, mybe i'm not good enough be a good friend so I can't save you.. i still love you ass my friend,and if one day we can be friend again.. i'll feel so so happy...
you just friend with a wrong people so you be like that, i know you can change...
and if you can change a little habit you're a perfect girl..
cause you're pretty,charming,& cute... everybody will loves you and all man wanted you.. so don't need to find man,man will find you..
hope GOD BLESS YOU FRIEND!!

-from deep in my hearth-

GRACIA

do the best for your self

HI..

it's been a long time i don't fill my blog..
so randomly i filling blog.. hehe..
today i go to Cambridge then find out that Haagen daze already open and i try it with Angelin..
i like the strawberry tea so much..
the smell is so good!!



and just now i heard

X hav a girlfriend that cheated on him..

i really feel sorry for him but i don't know how to tell him..

for now maybe i don't have anythings to prove it for you..

but from deep in my heart i feel so bad for you..

after all before things we still friend, i still know you as my friend so don't worry..

i can't judge you for that problem it's not your fault..

but now i want you to know "do the best for your best,for your own self.."

she even not worthed to get any of your love...



and 1 more for my lovely Christie.. don't cry bodo..!
you're not alone..

Quando la pera è matura, casca da sè.

I believe things happen for a reason.

People change so that you learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right,

you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself,

& sometimes good things fall apart,

so better things can fall together....

baby i miss you badly...

i smell your smell in my pillow

i smell your smell in my bolster

i smell your smell in my blanket

i smell your smell in my bed

everythings is you, you ,& you

miss you badly here... ♥G

LIFE

HIDUP

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti roda

selalu berputar

kadang diatas kadang dibawah..

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti toko bunga,

ada bacaan ringan & yg berat,

tp kebanyakan org selalu lebih mencari bacaan ringan..

♥hidup,

hidup itu seperti metamorfosis kupu-kupu

dari telur,ulat,lalu jadi kupu-kupu

semakin byk pelajaran yg kita tau kita akan berubah jd makin cantik

♥hidup,

hidup itu sepetti benang,

kadang lurus kadang bs juga kusut

kadang bisa diluruskan kembali tp kadang enggaq.

kadang hrs digunting/dipotong tp walau begitu bagian kusut akan tetep kusut

♥ tp bagi beberapa org,

hidup itu seperti barang pecah belah

kalau jatuh sekali lgsg pecah & ngaq kan bisa disatuin lagi, walaupun disatuin juga ngaq kan jd seperti semula lagi... karana uda retak...

BY:GRACIA

mohon maaf lahir & batin..

lebaran idul fitri...
haizz..
every place is closed...
huahuhuhuh..... then cowQ juga ke bali aq jd sendirian... tp untungya ada si baboon my bestfriend.. haha.. jdnya bisa de ngumpul2,walaupun ngaq ada tujuan..
kira2 tempet apa y yg buka ari ini?

(dear christie don't go, don't leave me here..LOL)

complicated story

WHY

don't know why i feel this

don't know why it must happened

don't know why the end must like this

don't know why I can't change it

don't know why the nightmare must come

don't know why every things must like this..??

why? why? why??

Ooh.. it's so complicated life and i hate it..

i hate being in the trouble, mybe if you guys read this you'll laughing to me and say everybody does..

yeah.. why we can't choose our life,why the trouble still come even when i didn't do anythings at all.. sometimes i think why life is so hard, and why some people is hav a better life then me.. it's not fear & bla bla bla...

why ,when people have everything they still want more and more..? for me sometimes i consider that more people is have harder life then me and it's right.. but i still can't get it..

there is a time when i ask GOD why i must like this why YOU can't give me the easier way.. but then people say i don't appreciated what i have now..

but for now i think everyhuman, everypeople, everyman, everywomen must be hav they own trouble of life just in different ways..

my blog..

akhirnya....

blognya jd juga setela dibuet berulang-ulang tp ngaq jd2,tp sekarang jd juga...
atas bantuan dr si gendut christie (*LOL) yg jasanya besar bgt dalem pembuatan blog ini..
makasi y saii walaupun byk assigment yg gw tau loe juga males buetnya tp tetep mau bantuin gw ini utk buet blog... hehe XP

awalnya buet blog da berkali2 tp ngaq berhasil2, NIHIL kalo kata org hasilnya.. habisnya rumit buanget gila! mau ini mau itu.. puyeng aq dibuetnya rasa palak sebel akhirnya to be continue tp ngaq da continue2nya lagiy then ulang buet lg..

but now i hav it!! hip hip hurray..
but i still confused about my blog title..
so if you hav a unique or something different words tell me maybe it can help me here..
desperate thinking about the title...